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'''Name:'''   
 
'''Name:'''   
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'''Notable Traits:'''  
 
'''Notable Traits:'''  
* Irreverence
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* Inability to take a compliment
* Slackitude
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* Quips
  
 
'''Titles:'''  
 
'''Titles:'''  
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* [[Mac]]
 
* [[Mac]]
 
* [[Stenberg]]
 
* [[Stenberg]]
* [[Triestes]]
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* Tayavar Tresties
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* Valentine Barker
 
* [[Alexandra Euphemia Blake]]
 
* [[Alexandra Euphemia Blake]]
 
* [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
 
* [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
* [[Tempus]]
 
 
* [[Lord Captain Maximillion Alexander]]
 
* [[Lord Captain Maximillion Alexander]]
 
* [[Rusev]]
 
* [[Rusev]]
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* [[Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair]]
 
* [[Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair]]
 
* [[Romeles Uriel Corinthian Blair]]
 
* [[Romeles Uriel Corinthian Blair]]
* [[Magos Karchev]]
 
 
* [[Octavia Viria Lupus]]
 
* [[Octavia Viria Lupus]]
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* [[Clayton S. Ulysses]]
  
 
...Is there anyone she hasn't at least pretended to befriend?
 
...Is there anyone she hasn't at least pretended to befriend?
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* A "duchess or something."
 
* A "duchess or something."
 
* Carries a version of every mind she's ever read within her own mind.
 
* Carries a version of every mind she's ever read within her own mind.
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* Has recently decided to "turn over a new leaf" (whatever that means).
  
 
== Quotes ==
 
== Quotes ==
 
* ''"Vibes."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
 
* ''"Vibes."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
* ''"I did '''not''' enjoy dying, and I don't intend to go through that again any time soon."'' [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
 
 
* ''"Sentience fucks us up."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
 
* ''"Sentience fucks us up."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
* ''"I don't want to lead. I barely - strike that, I '''don't''' - want to follow."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]<br>
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* ''"I don't want to lead. I barely - strike that, I '''don't''' - want to follow."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
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* ''"If you're useful, people use you."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
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* ''"Hope is the predecessor of disappointment."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
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* ''"But buddy, let me tell you as a mind reader: nobody accepts their death. Even if they think they're going to, when it comes right down to it every single person is afraid to die. At the end, everyone is hoping for their life to continue, even as it stops."'' - [[Obstinacy Jones|Stacy]]
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<br>
  
 
* ''"Never have they successfully shrunken a skull and they're definitely not a vengeful person."'' - [[Orderly Officer Charles Bernard Sterling|Sterling]]
 
* ''"Never have they successfully shrunken a skull and they're definitely not a vengeful person."'' - [[Orderly Officer Charles Bernard Sterling|Sterling]]
* ''"I do not make friends easily. Stacy's unwavering support and instant charisma are... easy, and I mean that as a compliment"'' - [[Alexandra Euphemia Blake]]
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* ''"I do not make friends easily. Stacy's unwavering support and instant charisma are... easy, and I mean that as a compliment."'' - [[Alexandra Euphemia Blake]]
 
* ''"An intriguing new addition to Cerastes. Never met a more laidback individual who vibed quite so much. A rarity out here in the black."'' - [[Decius Crane]]
 
* ''"An intriguing new addition to Cerastes. Never met a more laidback individual who vibed quite so much. A rarity out here in the black."'' - [[Decius Crane]]
 
* ''"Refreshing compared to the others out here. And exceedingly funny, especially when others don't realise they're the target of the humour. Also, she's invited me out on a spa and shopping day. I've never done one of those..."'' - [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
 
* ''"Refreshing compared to the others out here. And exceedingly funny, especially when others don't realise they're the target of the humour. Also, she's invited me out on a spa and shopping day. I've never done one of those..."'' - [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
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* ''"Her personality is noticeable from across the room. I believe the word 'sass' is the most appropriate description."'' - [[Oberarzt Azrael Schwarzekappel|Azrael Schwarzekappel]]
 
* ''"Her personality is noticeable from across the room. I believe the word 'sass' is the most appropriate description."'' - [[Oberarzt Azrael Schwarzekappel|Azrael Schwarzekappel]]
 
* ''"When [[Mac|he]] got wind of my plan, he kinda snuck up and gave me some handling instructions on the DL - and was '''very''' keen that I not tell her he said anything. It's that second part that says more, perhaps."'' - [[Spider]]
 
* ''"When [[Mac|he]] got wind of my plan, he kinda snuck up and gave me some handling instructions on the DL - and was '''very''' keen that I not tell her he said anything. It's that second part that says more, perhaps."'' - [[Spider]]
* ''"… thank you, Obstinacy. I have not smiled nor laughed so freely in a long time. That is why, and why I would again."'' - [[Stenberg]]
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* ''"...Thank you, Obstinacy. I have not smiled nor laughed so freely in a long time. That is why, and why I would again."'' - [[Stenberg]]
 
* ''"Thanks to her guidance, I have learned much about 'Vibes', and the importance of not being quite so honest. I'd like to think I've shown her that honesty isn't always a bad thing."'' - [[Tempus]]
 
* ''"Thanks to her guidance, I have learned much about 'Vibes', and the importance of not being quite so honest. I'd like to think I've shown her that honesty isn't always a bad thing."'' - [[Tempus]]
 
* ''"We've shared an experience that we handled very differently. I look forwards to seeing where our friendship leads."'' - [[Anahita]]
 
* ''"We've shared an experience that we handled very differently. I look forwards to seeing where our friendship leads."'' - [[Anahita]]
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* ''"It was fun to watch her face when finding out she could not lie in the link. She is going to be a fun one."'' - [[Lord Captain Maximillion Alexander|Maximillion]]
 
* ''"It was fun to watch her face when finding out she could not lie in the link. She is going to be a fun one."'' - [[Lord Captain Maximillion Alexander|Maximillion]]
 
* ''"She told me to apologise less. Actual serious practical advice! Which was good advice!"'' - [[Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair|Artemisia]]
 
* ''"She told me to apologise less. Actual serious practical advice! Which was good advice!"'' - [[Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair|Artemisia]]
* ''"For one so...enthusiastic she is also competently stealthy, as I did not notice her behind me until psyker bolts were blasted past my shoulder"'' - [[Oberarzt Azrael Schwarzekappel|Azrael Schwarzekappel]]
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* ''"For one so...enthusiastic she is also competently stealthy, as I did not notice her behind me until psyker bolts were blasted past my shoulder."'' - [[Oberarzt Azrael Schwarzekappel|Azrael Schwarzekappel]]
* ''"She took that God-Emperor awful hat off me, for that she has my undying gratitude"'' - [[Capt._Cartwright|Cartwright]]
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* ''"She took that God-Emperor awful hat off me; for that she has my undying gratitude."'' - [[Capt._Cartwright|Cartwright]]
 
* ''"She's a speshal lady. Wif the bestest greenest tights! An'a smart mouff!"'' - [[Wruturd|Wruturd]]
 
* ''"She's a speshal lady. Wif the bestest greenest tights! An'a smart mouff!"'' - [[Wruturd|Wruturd]]
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* ''"I honestly look forward to finding out what kind of bachelorette party she's going to plan; I trust her enough I think I might actually enjoy it."'' - [[Alexandra Euphemia Blake]]
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* ''Teeth-grinding noises'' - [[Mac]]
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* ''"Someone with true style, but also a caring soul. I am truly thankful they are looking out for Euphie." '' - [[Orderly Officer Charles Bernard Sterling|Sterling]]
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* ''"Argh, I upset her! Was absolutely not sending over Verona to get her set up with someone! It was absolutely a 'shoot this flirt down hard or he'll never stop'! I hope she doesn't stay mad at me."'' - [[Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair]]
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* ''"I continue to enjoy her company, though I do hope my old stories don't get boring."'' - [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
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* ''"How about... 'Morale Officer'?"'' - [[Stenberg|Missionary Stenberg]]
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* ''"There's a serious thought in there somewhere. But her defences are up higher than Dorn's walls."'' - [[Romeles Uriel Corinthian Blair|Lord-Captain Romeles Blair]]
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* ''"Stacy remains a confident and enthusiastic personality that is easy to get along with once you get past the 'vibes' talk."'' - [[Oberarzt Azrael Schwarzekappel|Azrael Schwarzekappel]]
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* ''"I wish her the best of luck with her new honesty. Her being my friend was never a lie and that's all I care about."'' - [[Alexandra Euphemia Blake]]
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* ''"Not sure how to take the comment that from now she is being truthful when she says we are friends."'' - [[Orderly Officer Charles Bernard Sterling|Sterling]]
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* ''"I am glad she is trying to improve themselves, even if I find it unsettling, that is my own problem."'' - [[Lord Captain Maximillion Alexander|Maximillion]]
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* ''"I will be beside you, every step of the way, for as long as my presence is wanted there."'' - [[Stenberg]]
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*''"Should I be worried about how much I get it? ...Vibes"'' -[[Severina Von Den Tötten]]
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*''"A truly worthwhile ally, and a steadfast friend, even if she sometimes pretends not to be."'' -[[Tomas J Rexuz]]
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* ''"Her lighthearted attitude is refreshing and agreeable, even if such is still puzzling to me. I hope she can maintain such an outlook."'' - [[Oberarzt Azrael Schwarzekappel|Azrael Schwarzekappel]]
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* ''"I hope I can be of some assistance in her ongoing development. She has come so far already."'' - [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
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* ''"Trying to convince her of her potential is a harder task than exorcising any daemon I've faced, and infinitely more worthwhile - because when she believes in the difference that it is apparent to seemingly everyone else that she can make to the galaxy & to those who matter to her... Stacy will shine brighter than a star."'' - [[Stenberg|Archbishop Stenberg]]
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* ''"I wish that...if I'm to accept compliments about me are true, that she would too about herself. Because she's amazing."'' - [[Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair]]
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* ''" #JustPsykerThings. I dont think there could have been a better person to uncover what was happening. Lets hope the vibes are better on the next deployment!"'' - [[Sgt. Viktor Jovanovski]]
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* ''Wordlessly hands over a hip flask.'' - [[Mac]]
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* ''"I wish we'd done more. I am glad we didn't have to.'' - [[Stenberg|Archbishop Stenberg]]
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* ''"Actions can speak volumes. Let fear not cloud your judgment. I won't be able to forget this easily."'' - [[Sgt. Viktor Jovanovski]]
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* ''"Although I hope you now trust in my... saftey and ability more now. You are a good friend, and invaluable teacher."'' - [[Sgt. Viktor Jovanovski]]
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* ''"They sent her out here to go through this. For what? To better herself, or just to get her out of the way? The hell with them."'' - [[Mac]]
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* ''"What was lost can never be regained but at least you had something for a moment."'' - [[Lord Captain Maximillion Alexander|Maximillion]]
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* ''"I want to be of help- not sure I have the capacity anymore- crucibles are never fun, but I would like you to be empowered rather than the alternative."'' - [[Friedrich Sternenlicht]]
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(Some notes Stacy used to communicate while voiceless)
  
 
== OOC Information ==
 
== OOC Information ==
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'''Inspirations:'''
 
'''Inspirations:'''
* Mavrus the Unschooled from NADDPod
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* Mavrus the Unschooled from Not Another D&D Podcast
 
* St Trinian's
 
* St Trinian's
 
* Cher Horowitz from ''Clueless''
 
* Cher Horowitz from ''Clueless''
  
 
'''Soundtrack:'''
 
'''Soundtrack:'''
* Bad Reputation - Joan Jett (An' I don't give a damn 'bout my reputation / Never said I wanted to improve my station / An' I'm only doin' good when I'm havin' fun / An' I don't have to please no one)
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* All Your Gold - Bat for Lashes (And today I was a dead girl walking / City light burnt through the tears / Heard you say my name and get to talking / About the love and all the fear / And you saw all the pain I was holding / And yet still you hold me near)
* Charmer - Aimee Mann (When you're a charmer / People respond / They can't see the hidden agenda / You got going on)
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* Anti-Hero - Taylor Swift (It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me / At tea time, everybody agrees / I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror / It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero)
* Ill - The Indelicates (You'll never fashion your damaged soul / Because you're too clever to lose control)
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*Bruises - Renée Rapp (All my friends make sweet fun of me / I guess it's funny but the truth's I bruise easily / And sure, I'm down to be the joke / Metaphorically though / You could flip me inside out and they would show / Black, purple, and green / Yeah, I bruise easily)
* Juice - Lizzo (If I'm shinin', everybody gonna shine (Yeah, I'm goals) / I was born like this, don't even gotta try (Now you know) / I'm like chardonnay, get better over time (So you know) / Heard you say I’m not the baddest, bitch, you lie)
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* Harshest Critic - Allison Ponthier (What if all my fears were on display / Right in front of the world, under the spotlight? / Would they still be on my side?)
* King of Anything - Sara Bareilles (Who cares if you disagree? / You are not me / Who made you king of anything? / So you dare tell me who to be / Who died and made you king of anything?)
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* Hot Mess - Adelaine Morin (I can't understand it / Hope this don't cause damage / If I can be honest / I am really just a hot mess / It's not you I promise / Don't mean to be heartless / Know it sounds obnoxious / But I'm going through my process / Nobody is flawless)
* Last Damn Night - Elle King (I'm gonna live my life like it's my last damn night! / But the clock keeps ticking / Don't pretend that you're ready to go / Well it's ticking down, and slowly / And no eleventh hour is gonna hold me / 'Cause I'm running running running running)
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* I Can Do It with a Broken Heart - Taylor Swift ('Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit / They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did / Lights, camera, bitch smile, in stilettos for miles / He said he'd love me for all time / But that time was quite short / Breaking down, I hit the floor / All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting, "More" / I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks / 'Cause I can do it with a broken heart)
* Left Alone - Fiona Apple (And now I'm hard, too hard to know / I don't cry when I'm sad anymore, no no / Tears calcify in my tummy / Fears go inside a bottle / How can I ask anyone to love me / When all I do is beg to be left alone?)
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* I'm Not Your Hero - Tegan & Sara (Sometimes it feels like the side that I'm on / Plays the toughest hand, holds the longest stand / Sometimes it feels like I'm all that they've got / It's so hard to know I'm not what they want)
* Like a Girl - Lizzo (So if you fight like a girl, cry like a girl / Do your thing, run the whole damn world / If you feel like a girl, then you're real like a girl / Do your thing, run the whole damn world)
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* Light on - Maggie Rogers (Oh, I couldn't stop it / Tried to figure it out / But everything kept moving / And the noise got too loud / With everyone around me saying / "You should be so happy now")
* Mama Tried - Merle Haggard & the Strangers (One and only rebel child / From a family meek and mild / My mama seemed to know what lay in store / Despite all my Sunday learning / Towards the bad I kept on turning / Till Mama couldn't hold me anymore)
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* Roma Fade - Andrew Bird (You need a witness just to know you're there / From the tips of your fingers, every strand of hair, yeah / You know someone's watching you, watching me, watching you / And all that we look upon / You may not know me but you feel my stare / And if she sees you, it changes you / Rearranges your molecules / And if you see her, it changes her / She's a danger now, after school)
* Older and Taller - Regina Spektor (Enjoy your youth / Sounds like a threat / But I will anyway)
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* Someone Gets Hurt - Renee Rapp (Feel my heart beating? / I'm just like her or you / People forget I'm human too / Yes, they do that / This is performance / This is all self-defense / I thought you had the sense / To see through that)
* The Man - Taylor Swift (I'm so sick of running as fast as I can / Wondering if I'd get there quicker if I was a man / And I'm so sick of them coming at me again / 'Cause if I was a man, then I'd be the man)
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Full soundtrack [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1CNFGsmadudOJrU4lpPZ2S?si=I8EKxfzNTr6V1xENVRVa5w&pi=e-nJfH-9HRS1eC here]
* Under Control - Calvin Harris (Waiting for the fire to light / Feeling like we could do right / Be the one that makes tonight / 'Cause freedom is a lonely road / We're under control)
 
* White Knuckles - OK Go (So just have fun, it's far enough / Everybody needs to sleep at night, everybody needs a crutch / But couldn't good be good enough? / Cause nothin' ever doesn't change but nothin' changes much)
 
* Woman - Kesha (I'm a motherf*cking woman, baby, alright / I don't need a man to be holding me too tight / I'm a motherf*cking woman, baby, that's right / I'm just having fun with my ladies here tonight)
 
 
 
 
[[Category:Characters]]
 
[[Category:Characters]]

Latest revision as of 18:35, 20 October 2024

Race Human
Dynasty Cerastes
Player Allison Holloway
Obstinacy Jones (Photo by Rebecca Moody)

Name: Obstinacy "Stacy" Jones

Dynasty: Cerastes

Notable Traits:

  • Inability to take a compliment
  • Quips

Titles:

  • Junior Data Analysis Department Secretary
  • Lady of Leisure
  • Vice Imperial Banter Expert


Information Known by Arkangel Society

  • Likes horses.
  • Sanctioned psyker
  • Sent by her grandmother, who is connected to Mac in some way.

Lineage

Known Associates

...Is there anyone she hasn't at least pretended to befriend?

Rumours

  • Too cool for school.
  • A spy.
  • A "duchess or something."
  • Carries a version of every mind she's ever read within her own mind.
  • Has recently decided to "turn over a new leaf" (whatever that means).

Quotes

  • "Vibes." - Stacy
  • "Sentience fucks us up." - Stacy
  • "I don't want to lead. I barely - strike that, I don't - want to follow." - Stacy
  • "If you're useful, people use you." - Stacy
  • "Hope is the predecessor of disappointment." - Stacy
  • "But buddy, let me tell you as a mind reader: nobody accepts their death. Even if they think they're going to, when it comes right down to it every single person is afraid to die. At the end, everyone is hoping for their life to continue, even as it stops." - Stacy


  • "Never have they successfully shrunken a skull and they're definitely not a vengeful person." - Sterling
  • "I do not make friends easily. Stacy's unwavering support and instant charisma are... easy, and I mean that as a compliment." - Alexandra Euphemia Blake
  • "An intriguing new addition to Cerastes. Never met a more laidback individual who vibed quite so much. A rarity out here in the black." - Decius Crane
  • "Refreshing compared to the others out here. And exceedingly funny, especially when others don't realise they're the target of the humour. Also, she's invited me out on a spa and shopping day. I've never done one of those..." - Friedrich Sternenlicht
  • "Funny for a 'data analyst'. One of the good ones, I think." - Rusev
  • "Her personality is noticeable from across the room. I believe the word 'sass' is the most appropriate description." - Azrael Schwarzekappel
  • "When he got wind of my plan, he kinda snuck up and gave me some handling instructions on the DL - and was very keen that I not tell her he said anything. It's that second part that says more, perhaps." - Spider
  • "...Thank you, Obstinacy. I have not smiled nor laughed so freely in a long time. That is why, and why I would again." - Stenberg
  • "Thanks to her guidance, I have learned much about 'Vibes', and the importance of not being quite so honest. I'd like to think I've shown her that honesty isn't always a bad thing." - Tempus
  • "We've shared an experience that we handled very differently. I look forwards to seeing where our friendship leads." - Anahita
  • "Well, all right. That's what I thought." - Mac
  • "It was fun to watch her face when finding out she could not lie in the link. She is going to be a fun one." - Maximillion
  • "She told me to apologise less. Actual serious practical advice! Which was good advice!" - Artemisia
  • "For one so...enthusiastic she is also competently stealthy, as I did not notice her behind me until psyker bolts were blasted past my shoulder." - Azrael Schwarzekappel
  • "She took that God-Emperor awful hat off me; for that she has my undying gratitude." - Cartwright
  • "She's a speshal lady. Wif the bestest greenest tights! An'a smart mouff!" - Wruturd
  • "I honestly look forward to finding out what kind of bachelorette party she's going to plan; I trust her enough I think I might actually enjoy it." - Alexandra Euphemia Blake
  • Teeth-grinding noises - Mac
  • "Someone with true style, but also a caring soul. I am truly thankful they are looking out for Euphie." - Sterling
  • "Argh, I upset her! Was absolutely not sending over Verona to get her set up with someone! It was absolutely a 'shoot this flirt down hard or he'll never stop'! I hope she doesn't stay mad at me." - Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair
  • "I continue to enjoy her company, though I do hope my old stories don't get boring." - Friedrich Sternenlicht
  • "How about... 'Morale Officer'?" - Missionary Stenberg
  • "There's a serious thought in there somewhere. But her defences are up higher than Dorn's walls." - Lord-Captain Romeles Blair
  • "Stacy remains a confident and enthusiastic personality that is easy to get along with once you get past the 'vibes' talk." - Azrael Schwarzekappel
  • "I wish her the best of luck with her new honesty. Her being my friend was never a lie and that's all I care about." - Alexandra Euphemia Blake
  • "Not sure how to take the comment that from now she is being truthful when she says we are friends." - Sterling
  • "I am glad she is trying to improve themselves, even if I find it unsettling, that is my own problem." - Maximillion
  • "I will be beside you, every step of the way, for as long as my presence is wanted there." - Stenberg
  • "Should I be worried about how much I get it? ...Vibes" -Severina Von Den Tötten
  • "A truly worthwhile ally, and a steadfast friend, even if she sometimes pretends not to be." -Tomas J Rexuz
  • "Her lighthearted attitude is refreshing and agreeable, even if such is still puzzling to me. I hope she can maintain such an outlook." - Azrael Schwarzekappel
  • "I hope I can be of some assistance in her ongoing development. She has come so far already." - Friedrich Sternenlicht
  • "Trying to convince her of her potential is a harder task than exorcising any daemon I've faced, and infinitely more worthwhile - because when she believes in the difference that it is apparent to seemingly everyone else that she can make to the galaxy & to those who matter to her... Stacy will shine brighter than a star." - Archbishop Stenberg
  • "I wish that...if I'm to accept compliments about me are true, that she would too about herself. Because she's amazing." - Artemisia Minerva Tabbris Blair
  • " #JustPsykerThings. I dont think there could have been a better person to uncover what was happening. Lets hope the vibes are better on the next deployment!" - Sgt. Viktor Jovanovski
  • Wordlessly hands over a hip flask. - Mac
  • "I wish we'd done more. I am glad we didn't have to. - Archbishop Stenberg
  • "Actions can speak volumes. Let fear not cloud your judgment. I won't be able to forget this easily." - Sgt. Viktor Jovanovski
  • "Although I hope you now trust in my... saftey and ability more now. You are a good friend, and invaluable teacher." - Sgt. Viktor Jovanovski
  • "They sent her out here to go through this. For what? To better herself, or just to get her out of the way? The hell with them." - Mac
  • "What was lost can never be regained but at least you had something for a moment." - Maximillion
  • "I want to be of help- not sure I have the capacity anymore- crucibles are never fun, but I would like you to be empowered rather than the alternative." - Friedrich Sternenlicht

P1.jpgP2.jpgP3.jpgP4.jpg (Some notes Stacy used to communicate while voiceless)

OOC Information

Player: Allison Holloway

Inspirations:

  • Mavrus the Unschooled from Not Another D&D Podcast
  • St Trinian's
  • Cher Horowitz from Clueless

Soundtrack:

  • All Your Gold - Bat for Lashes (And today I was a dead girl walking / City light burnt through the tears / Heard you say my name and get to talking / About the love and all the fear / And you saw all the pain I was holding / And yet still you hold me near)
  • Anti-Hero - Taylor Swift (It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me / At tea time, everybody agrees / I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror / It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero)
  • Bruises - Renée Rapp (All my friends make sweet fun of me / I guess it's funny but the truth's I bruise easily / And sure, I'm down to be the joke / Metaphorically though / You could flip me inside out and they would show / Black, purple, and green / Yeah, I bruise easily)
  • Harshest Critic - Allison Ponthier (What if all my fears were on display / Right in front of the world, under the spotlight? / Would they still be on my side?)
  • Hot Mess - Adelaine Morin (I can't understand it / Hope this don't cause damage / If I can be honest / I am really just a hot mess / It's not you I promise / Don't mean to be heartless / Know it sounds obnoxious / But I'm going through my process / Nobody is flawless)
  • I Can Do It with a Broken Heart - Taylor Swift ('Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit / They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did / Lights, camera, bitch smile, in stilettos for miles / He said he'd love me for all time / But that time was quite short / Breaking down, I hit the floor / All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting, "More" / I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my marks / 'Cause I can do it with a broken heart)
  • I'm Not Your Hero - Tegan & Sara (Sometimes it feels like the side that I'm on / Plays the toughest hand, holds the longest stand / Sometimes it feels like I'm all that they've got / It's so hard to know I'm not what they want)
  • Light on - Maggie Rogers (Oh, I couldn't stop it / Tried to figure it out / But everything kept moving / And the noise got too loud / With everyone around me saying / "You should be so happy now")
  • Roma Fade - Andrew Bird (You need a witness just to know you're there / From the tips of your fingers, every strand of hair, yeah / You know someone's watching you, watching me, watching you / And all that we look upon / You may not know me but you feel my stare / And if she sees you, it changes you / Rearranges your molecules / And if you see her, it changes her / She's a danger now, after school)
  • Someone Gets Hurt - Renee Rapp (Feel my heart beating? / I'm just like her or you / People forget I'm human too / Yes, they do that / This is performance / This is all self-defense / I thought you had the sense / To see through that)

Full soundtrack here